![]() ![]() It didn’t help that I was avoiding the last strong period of hardly being able to hear. The journey has been incredibly intense and rewarding, and led to spiritual enquiry. It in turn started supporting me more, allowing the lateral tissue to loosen their grip. It has enabled me to connect to my inner being more which we call the Deep Front Line. It has had and still has tremendous positive effects. It is an ongoing process that was very slow in the beginning needing a lot of discipline and resistance to failure. I have been able to relax and let go of a lot of these centres of tightness in the last 4 years. I always had a rather tightly held Lateral Line it tended to be overly active in certain places keeping me off a balanced tone. Early on in my journey, it seemed to be obvious, that my tightness and stress around my hearing was related to the fascial tissue that is inclusive of the lateral side of the body, the Lateral Line in Anatomy Trains speak. I started to look into alternative healing approaches, starting with Spatial Medicine. So basically I got into this viscous circle, where the fight against the condition took all my energy. The heavy cycles have been terrible, shutting me off, making it incredible intense to work, therefore taking all my energy, raising stress levels, which is the worst for my tinnitus and hearing capacity. In that case this system is completely useless, or was. ![]() I only have about 7% hearing loss on the left side if it is not down, which it has been ever so often unfortunately too. The one on the right side is like a sound transmitter transferring wireless to the left. I have a hearing aid system now, which is called a cross. ![]() I think my constant training helps keeping my sense of balance. Apparently my right ear is “burnt out”, meaning I can hardly hear with it and my balance organ should not properly function, which to the surprise of the doctors it does, even though I am more challenged with balance with closed eyes than the average person. I have a label for something that is not really treatable by the established medical profession and has a deteriorating prognosis. In addition, there was this occasional, wrapped in cotton wool, sensation and the feeling of having a constant noisy brain.Īll this led the doctors to diagnose me with “Menière’s disease”. ![]() The tinnitus is stronger perceived on the right side, which by now is nearly deaf.ġ0 years later I experienced heavy vertigo attacks, taking me off work for close to a month, in which I mainly walked touching walls, not being able to get out of the house much and falling from chairs on the odd occasion. My right side hearing shut right down and luckily came back after treatment (infusions and tablets) than the left went and came back after treatment, then the right went again and has not properly recovered since. I had just moved to Cologne to continue my singing training, when I had my first sudden loss of hearing event. Even the people conducting the hearing tests never really understood, that I couldn’t pin point a single tinnitus sound, as I live with a constant ringing, beeping and hooting, pulsing or continuous streaming of multiple, changing frequencies. It is hard to understand if you have not had the experience yourself. I would like to write something that might open a door to a different approach for a fellow human being with tinnitus. This is the common picture we have of people suffering from this condition. If you Google for pictures under the heading tinnitus, you’ll find lots of suffering, scrunched up faces, holding their head, closing off their ears. This time I would like to write about an integral part of my journey through adulthood. ![]()
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